BREAK NA!!!

Well... I'm Speechless up to now... I just want to cry and cry... I'm trying to be happy. I'm trying not to think about it... But it really hurts alot... last night August 31,2006 he already broke up with me I just don't know what happened I felt all the guilt I feel soooo.... alone I just want to cry :(

He's really special

well when I've met my boyfriend and we're still friends he's really a nice person. And he's very special with his friends. He's special for us. he's very nice i haven't seen a guy who's willing to sacrifice for me.

Well we had a very big problem now his whole family doesn't like me. Well I accept that. they even ask him to break our relationship. He told his family that our relationship was gone already but the truth is we're still having our long distance relationship he calls me when ever he's free and he doesn't see any of his relatives surrounding him.

I asked him if he still do love me he answered me yes. And he told me that he's willing to do everything for me. he'll not leave me and he loves me very much.

I am very happy when I heard that that's why he's really special to me and I'll never forget him.

" VERY BAD DAY "

Well I think it's my unlucky day today.....
We had our reporting in one of our subjects PTOUR1
I thought while making our power point presentation our report will be nice and attractive because of the different sites and the chosen sounds.
I even slept late just to finish that group project. It is a group project yet I was the only one who made the research and the powerpoint except my boyfriend helped a little in making our powerpoint presentation.
I really thought that it will look nice and presentable. When we presented it looks like we're such a loser my group mates and I can't even explain the impacts of tourism on that particular destination. after having our report my group mates seems angry at me because it didn't come out right.
Well I was the only one who made it and researched for it and also the only one who's speaks in front then they got angry at me. Actually a friend pitty me because of that I think even my boy friend get a little angry at me.

" I caught Him hehehe "

I'm finally feeling very happy and full of blessings now. I don't feel alonge anymore because my mom helped my boyfriend process his enrollment. He's paid already. Well without my mom's help and the friends of my mom's help maybe I'm alone now walking at the hall way without any companion.
We're very happy. every afternoon we go to the chapel and pray.
Valentines day is fast approaching. While me and my boyfriend were heading to the chapel someone approached him and gave him a small card. I actually want to see that card but he doesn't wants me to see it. Then I entered the chapel and he stayed out. Then suddenly he came in and asked what is our classroom every chemlec class then I asked him why does he asked me that question? well he told me nothing somebody just asked him. A friend asked him that's why.
The following day I came in school maybe 10am before my class I went there and looked at the LMO's booth the La Sallian Ministry Office booth. They have a booth for valentines day. So there I looked and head at the classroom for my class.
After that my boyfriend told me that he'll go near the chapel again he told me to wait for him at the school's snack bar.
Well me and my friend can't wait any longer because we'll be late for the next class that's why we followed him near the chapel and there we've seen him having registration and talking with some one then my friend and I looked at the booth again.
Well??? we caught him. His having a surprise for me that's why my friend told him " Rodzell bukong buko ka na tama na yan" then he answered " oo na sige na mauna na kayo ".
Well I burst out laughing and at the same time I giggled with joy and with tears from my eyes because I didn't expect that something like that will happen and it surprised me alot but he told me that he'll not continue it anymore because I knew it already.
Well... Well.. Well... I caught him hehehehehe....

"Sad"

Well.... I'm very sad right now coz... first I have my fever. I'm not feeling well. Second I'm sad because I can't see my boyfriend regularly anymore because he will be dropped by the school because he haven't payed his tuition fee. Something's wrong with his educational plan that's why. I think I'll spent my valentine alone hope not. Tomorrow is our last day to see each other, to kiss each other and to hug each other. Well I hope that, that day willn't be our last day of loving each other what I mean is that eventhough he's not going to school anymore I hope to see him and I wish that this is not our last day of having each other. I love him very much. That's why I keep on praying. I'll miss him alot.

"Little Fights"

Well my boyfriend and I were starting to have our little fights. Fights about small things. Sometimes I'm asking my self why was he acting that way? Maybe he was influenced by our childish guy friend. Actually I don't like that kind. But I do really love him that's why I'm accepting it. But sometimes it annoys me already. I don't know what to do. We act like we're kids but we do still understand each other.

"woooh long time no BLOG"

oh well after a long busy time here I am again. Well I have a good news me and my boyfriend are getting stronger hehehehe.... and I'm really happy for both of us. We're always having our date at Cultural Center Park or at the Bay Walk. We're planning to have our valentines date in our house. We're going to have our candle light dinner prepared by my parents. They love my boyfriend sooo much as if we're a newly wed couple already hehehehe... that's why I'm really happy because I can't say that I'm wrong to choose that guy for me. He really do loves me a lot and I do really love him too.